Alright I'm so tired of being nice tothe wrong people. I must be a horrible judge of character. So now it' s time for honesty. you want honesty here it is. Someone said that if you give comments you will receive them hers what i say to that.Bullshit. I've been alot of places here and left comments numerous times I can't even count .When people I watch feel down I try to lift thier spirits and danmed if i DON'T GET SHIT ON IN RETURN. thanks.now i'm not blamind da it has nothing to do with them its the people on here i wont say all of them are this way but most. if your new and you should come across this here is what i say.give comments and get ABSOLUTLY NOYHING in return. People that have visited before if you havent commented on my work then dont even think that you will open your mouth to this keep your smartass comments to yourself. Noone in my family tells me happy birthday so i figure that ill put on da that it coming along and the people on here that I have been kind to will at least take thier freakin time to write AT LEAST  two words HAPPY BIRTDAY thats all Im asking...Maybe a minute of your time please to write this nothing more nothing less and NOT A DAMN PERSON. Not even the ones that I feel are the coolest. TWO FREAKING words thats it! Ive wasted more time on here visiting other people and reading thier stupid journals for christ sake than I have putting my own pictures onhere . I dont even have half of them on here.not evena fourth of them. Thier are seven  peopple on here that I have visited the most some have bben kind to leave a few comments others....not a word .I won't name them because even though they may be  rude or in considerate they still have great work. I'm not great at making freinds I dont why I think I am probably the nicest person even a liitlle too nice and because of that people don't like me?does this make any sense? I am so kind that I am unlikeable I am strange shit I don't understand I never did but now i do....Poeple are afraid of having a freind that they can count on .I'd be there for them if they t needed me to be there.Now this might not be the case but hell what else am i supposed to think?what other explanation can there be?but now I'm blabbing on and on and I cant stop.I'm hurt and thats what I do when I have been pushed to the brink. damn this. i hate it but there is nothing else to do spill my problems on a damn website where no one see  or cares typing words that will never be read makes me feel better?if this is read I bet th only comment ill get are from people who will tell me that im too damn sensitive suck it up and get over it well this is the beginning ogf that and damned if I wont do it.you dont like what i have to say dont read it go somewhere else probably to your own gallery where you wait for some stroller to come along and tell you how pretty your picture (then steal it and use it as thier own).well its not for me not any more ive had my say and it feels damn good ill take my pictures and leave and keep them to myself because"my taste in art is faulty". maybe someday ill be better maybe not till then no one  will see it for what it is an d what it means i wonbt give it up because some damn fool has no imagination and cant help but put the people that try thier hardest at what they do down.You wont bring me down into yor dark void not htis time shit face not ever again. to the people that have been kind thankyou captain sparow you rock mspaintpwnz you too will go far with your kick ass storeis.ana....i said what i felt about your art you obviosly didnt aprciate it but that all right i still think your photography is awesome.fredzz thanks for being so kind  and zero- one you are the greatest I won't forget your kind words.i wish we could meet i bet your the sweetest guy ever. there are a few others but i doubt they will read this or care.so so long fellow deviants i hope you all do great at what you do.which im sure you will.